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Falling from the top of my voice.<br \/>\nEm G C C<br \/>\nAnd I \u2018m more afraid to lose the illusion that it\u2019s my choice.<br \/>\nEm G C C<br \/>\nPainted in chaos. Burning on.<br \/>\nEm (hammer) G C<br \/>\nEm (hammer) G C D<\/p>\n<p>Em G C C<br \/>\nPainted in chaos. Soaked in change.<br \/>\nEm G C C<br \/>\nBound to a life of turning the page.<\/p>\n<p>Em G C C<br \/>\nAnd I don\u2019t know how to choose. Falling from the top of my voice.<br \/>\nEm G C C<br \/>\nAnd I \u2018m more afraid to lose the illusion that it\u2019s my choice.<br \/>\nEm G C C<br \/>\nPainted in chaos. Burning on.<br \/>\nEm (hammer) G C<br \/>\nEm (hammer) G C D<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<br \/>\nEm G C C<br \/>\nBut there is space on the page<br \/>\nEm G C C<br \/>\nAnd there is peace in the change<br \/>\nEm G C C D (let it ring)<br \/>\nPainted in chaos. 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